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| About Me |
I can be very crazy and i can be very emotional. I love laughing hard, work hard, play hard. I listen to almost every kind of music but Pink Floyd is my very favourite. Pretty Woman is the movie i have watch numerous times. I simply loves to eat and get wasted.
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Friday, October 23, 2009very old photos that i have always wanted to collage but didn't know how until today. why specifically today? and this is because i am only paid for doing nothing at work but wait till disaster.. still clueless?? nevermind. i just do not have anything to do hence i have plenty of time to really edit very2 old photos.. :).. you aren't jealous are you. ![]() city leave darkness at 4:15 AM Wednesday, October 21, 2009city leave darkness at 11:46 PM i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) i am never without it (anywherei go you go,my dear) and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling i fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true) and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life) which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart) city leave darkness at 2:23 AM Thursday, November 06, 2008my this entry for after so long will just be about the i.d.i.o.t. what it means. let me elaborate on each acronyms.. i - ignorant, inadequate, imbecile, u "BIG THIEF" d - deficient mental farker as to be incapable of thinking rationally, u "LOSER" i - i think she got fark by a scam artist, u "GIRL" o - originally created to refer to "layman, person who likes to fark around", again u "LOSER" t - thank god i have never steal elses man.. u "BIG THIEF"!! Damn!! Sorry folks if my this entry for after so long away, has to be this nasty. I am just dealing with some bitch around for now. Certainly the man, the "loser" is indirectly mine. I do not understand this kind of girl, I call "thief". They cannot be call woman for now all I know. They just love to snatch our men although it is clearly seen on the forehead as "taken" and to be precise, what do you think a ring was suppose to mean to a man on his ring finger? What makes her? Idiot rite. If the "thief" think she knows our men well, then she is wrong. No man would loves to wear a wedding/engagement band for some style. I believe you agree with me. Maybe you would believe him "thief" but neither me nor her. And even we for instance, can be with our men for what? 5years, 10years, 20years and they are still like chameleons.. So do not say that you know our men. I do not want to touch about the man, the "loser" for today but the idiot, the"thief". For all I know, the "thief" can look like an decent nonsense, preach like pastor and she tells people what is good and what is bad but on the other hand she sleep with your man. How do you classified this kind of girl? For some of you, idiot seems still a better word but she goes fine with this for now. So you ladies out there, be wary of the "thief". We always think that our man will always fall for more beautiful ladies but do not get deceived. They can be uglier and impotent than you but still sleeping with your other half. They will do whatever it takes to love what is not meant to be theirs. So ladies its good to trust yourself 100% and less others. I do not want to tell you what to do but think for yourself. They can act like they are angels but are THIEVES indeed. Anyway "thief" you can go and cry now, or may even rolling on floor laughing or you can do whatever shits you want to do. All I know, we cannot afford to laugh now for the "loser" is laughing his heart out you stupid fool. city leave darkness at 11:10 PM Monday, June 16, 2008Phew!! Im back after almost 2 months since my last entry huh.. but whatever it is, folks, i am doing okay. Am still working hard, loving hard and playing hard. What else can I ask for. I have lovely circle of people around me. I am so blessed. ![]() Make a guess.. whose this? :) Photos of Bob and Echaa wedding. She is now in hospital and in ICU after successfully undergo her liver operation. Poor her. Speedy recovery dear. I'll visit you tonite. Insyaallah.. They just love to sing their hearts out. city leave darkness at 12:52 PM Saturday, April 19, 2008![]()
city leave darkness at 3:24 PM Sunday, April 06, 2008the interview in kl doesn't really meet my expectations. so forget about it. Anyway, I'm now happy for what i am. ive been working in tremendous stress the last couple of weeks but i manage to pull thru. I have a boss who really loves me so much.. don't get me wrong. he loves me for my capabilities and effort that i have put the years i have work for him. i know he wants me to succeed and though i was in the urged of resigning last week, i decided to stay. i have all the reason to still work for him. the other chapter of my life is my pillars of strength.. they have been so understanding and have not been nagging a lot with me these days. murnie and lan lightens up my life alot, alice has been such a wonder gurl and hanging there with me, intan has been helping me a lot during my ups and downs, dawn is such a lovely gurl and been such hospitable during my visit in kl and we are going to tiesto party together this may. oh i can't wait.. for those of you who have not seen my new look, here goes. ![]() ![]() this is one of the most exclusive karaoke in jb now. there was a nite that we went there where it cost nearly RM8k. Dammit so ex!! but they are paid for.. i like the bollywood pix drawn on the wall. they are beautiful. two thumbs up for de-paradise.
city leave darkness at 1:45 PM Thursday, February 14, 2008 We had joy we had fun we had season in the sun... la la la la la la... im so happy. well, it has been a good CNY hols for me. Din celebrate but had a loads of fun. this was our first outing together. a whole bunch of us. i was happy and so was he. but hmmm... we love, we laugh, we fought, we cried, we ............... i do not want to sulk but this is my life. i am loving it every single day and him.. of coz i do love him very very much.. work is not turning good but i am persevering. argh!! i do not want to care much but enjoy every day when i get to see the sun, the moon and the stars.. and this was the cuppies i made especially for my boo.. i love you.. city leave darkness at 9:14 PM Wednesday, January 23, 2008Weeks pass and i am still right here waiting for this baby.. cannot wait for Friday to come. hmmm.. watever it is, life has been much on a brighter side. though work sux big time, i am still managing them and still going strong.. the dark side would be the phone bills.. gawd! i was taken aback to see my bill for this month. it shoots up to RM800 plus. i am having headache now.. less this less that and what am i left with.. phew!! im lucky i got you baby.. ;) anyway, this gal has been with me these while. dinner, dinner and more dinner.. we rarely meet on weekend but we chill till late nite on weekdays. but guys, i still turn up for work and surprisingly, i am in a motivating mood to make sure that i reaches office before 8am.. that is really not me. yeah i change and i am very comfortable with this change but the best part is i manage to hit the 200k ringgit sales this month. i am blessed :) and i hope you too. city leave darkness at 9:31 PM Tuesday, January 01, 2008last weekend was our first week apart. darn! i miss him so fast. so, less movies now, less smoking now, less spent time together like we use to, however, i pick up doing this instead.. CUPCAKES below is my first cupcake attempt. did them with my sister. she came up with the idea and i kinda very very interested. I want to make them for his upcoming birthday. I am sure my boo gonna love them. Anyway, I think i got the touch. :P.. check these out. After numerous practice, we got these. btw, they are made specially for the new year party. ![]() It was a fun nite out with the siblings and at the usual spot. but something different this time, not only Fuad blow us away, we have Yazid lovehunters in the house.. Damn! He look young in person. Anyway, they rawk big time. So my date yesterday was this lovely lady. kinda blur.. using phone cam.. wat can u expect. ![]() nyway, i am taking this opportunity to wish Everyone of you a very Happy New Year.. Lets welcome 2008 with a relaxed mind, peaceful soul, joyful spirit, healthy body, wealthy success and heart full of LOVE. city leave darkness at 11:58 AM Friday, November 09, 2007its 3am now and i am still wide awake but still hv to work tomorrow.. that's shitty but i am certainly enjoying this song big time. Cocoon (Bernard Butler) I think about nearly nothing else when I'm on my own Solitude is freezing the life from my bones Looks like the same thing's happening again It's getting strange round here - I don't feel the same If you could only see me today Cocoon you laugh in my face We've gotta learn to communicate Get real I will always be this way Paint the lines in grey So I think about nearly nothing else Still I'm on my own Staying in ain't chic when you've got no home Looks like this frame was made for me You could climb across the rooftops - Then you'd see Through the burning sash I'm free Cocoon you laugh in my face We've gotta learn to communicate Get real I will always be this way Paint the lines in grey Hey you! I'm on your case You remind me of lovers I used to chase Through the golden songs from a golden age Let me love you today city leave darkness at 3:14 AM |