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| About Me |
I can be very crazy and i can be very emotional. I love laughing hard, work hard, play hard. I listen to almost every kind of music but Pink Floyd is my very favourite. Pretty Woman is the movie i have watch numerous times. I simply loves to eat and get wasted.
 
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Thursday, October 27, 2005hellow peeps!!! how's my new blog face?? Gosh!! I juz love this place which i dunno why.. i can't be writing long though, since its my last day and i need to kinda shake hands here and there.. im going off early today. but i'll write longer once i hv an access to internet at home or anywhere. haha!! *now wmp playing siti nurhaliza - airmata syawal.. people can cry listening to this song.. reminding us of our love ones and my it touches my heart and i bet it'll touches yours as well if you listen to them. niways, im not gonna blabber a lot now. in fact cracking my head on email to thank people which obviously i dun really care.. but matter of formality i hv to. thank them for working with me. haiyah!! so xian... ok peeps.. i've just got this few lines to write now.. i'll sure write more in my this lovely blog for sure.. ciaoxxx for now. muachhhhhsssxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.... city leave darkness at 12:35 PM Monday, October 24, 2005Minus today, it'll be another 4 more days. Yahoo!! Niways, I had fun during the weekend. It was Sat morn. and i woke up at 9. Went to Mem's house wif Sabrina.. Surprisingly she wanted to follow me. We then went Cimei and bought stufz for our k-u-i-h raya. Butters, flours, sugars and bla bla bla.. then i sent sabrina back at abt 2.30pm and I hustle to s'pore and fetch K.Uda. The traffic was like real dammit. The whole causeway to S'pore is crazy.. It was 3pm when i started my journey and reaches S'pore around 4pm.. After picking up K.uda, we pick Ashnul, her son at the An-Nur bus stop. and again gross!! the trafic back to JB in S'pore immigration was terrifying.. i was stuck in there for about almost 1½hours xia. We reaches JB was almost 6.15 and i speed up to Mutiara straight for the break fast get together. I posted the cool cool pix here. We got a room but there are like a table or two that are not our peeps. but the whole bunch of us had fun. real fun. Sorry for my fam whom i didn't take most of your shots coz bz wif the handycam thing. Even yr pix not posted here, but they are all in the handycam. I assure you.. Everyone of you unless you guys go hiding away.  My dad, mom, K.Uda & hubby and Mem enjoying the food
I took this myself too. Can you believe that.. I was so like prof photographer xia.
The entertainer in the Capri's room. He sang cool Alleycat songs and Hari Songs as well.
i took this myself while they enjoying the yummy yummy foods.
city leave darkness at 10:44 AM Friday, October 21, 2005Yo peeps! MORNING!!! Somthing in the past suddenly rekindling and affecting d presence in me yesterday but now im trying to find a better werd to replace bored. Juz came back from searching things to kill my boredom but trust me now every word that goes around till you know when will be B-O-R-E-D.. Haiz, i shudn't whine for i just have 5 more working days. Niways i felt better than yesterday coz its FRIDAY!! Yeehaa!! but now wat shud i do?? Nothing to do. Wif my anyhow attitude.. I dun care. a storie of me, i) i've changed juz as the weather changes. ii) i realized the attitude i've develop now. iii) i've explore my inner feelings and thoughts thoroughly and figure feeling inherited from the past. iv) i cannot stop doing things that i wanted to do now. v) i've learn what is M-E Well, okay enuff about me now about the tomorrow's get together, Mem manage to book a ball room for all of us at H-Y-A-T--T beb!!.. RM45/nett adults and RM30/nett kids. But she'll try get it cheaper than dat.. (wink ** hi 5 mem). There'll be like 40 of us. Gawd! i can already see my nephs and nieces running around the entire place like nobody's biz.. pergh! sure aku malu.. but who cares. we pay for it and noone can say anithin abt dat... again me and my anyhow attitude. Look at this --> cun kan?? my forever crazy curlz..  city leave darkness at 11:28 AM Thursday, October 20, 2005Woke up at 10.30 only found out that our PM's wife passed away after fighting over breast cancer. Mari kita sedekahkan Al-Fatihah utk Allahyarham Datin Seri Endon Mahmud. Semoga ALLAH SWT mencucuri rahmat ke atasnya. Amin. Okay, btw i reached office at 12.45pm. Wham! the mood is not there at all to do work. I feel so shitty. Argh!!!!! sigh* Niways, at office i've check out the ramadhan buffet at a few places. But I think we'll go for Chismosa. The one near Kolam Ayer. RM25++ per pax and RM12.50++ for children. Oh, this is for our family get together this weekend peeps.. Jalil's buying.. Hehe!! I choose this becoz of the surroundings. I like the way the decorated the place. So Bali like.. With teak woods and plants everywhere. Just like we are in the place outside JB xia. Hikhik! Hmm.. I hvn't in fact negotiated the price coz we aren't sure how many of us will be going. 20, 30 or more.. not sure. We'll fix today the headcount so i'll try to negotiate. wuhoo.. seems like there's nothing much to write these days. wadahell!. i dunno what to write anymore. this freaks me now. i kinda hv nuthing inside my brain nomore.. it must hv been coz i chill out lesser these dayz or must hv been the aircon here that freezes me peeps.. i dunno. but its kinda so ironic. i'll rot if i'll continue like this. I need something to revamp and upgrade myself. People gimme ideas.. city leave darkness at 5:05 PM Wednesday, October 19, 2005Heyya!!! I'm kindaf counting down. 7 more working days and I'm outta here. Yahoo!! I was told early this morning from K.Siti dat Thomas plan to do a farewell dinner for the both of us at Sofitel for our break fast.. I'll go if only I dun hv to pay. Hikhik!! Intan (Flex) plak mintak tolong to send her to Larkin on Mon. She's off to KL again.. Tiap bulan gi KL jer minah tu. Tak abis² duit dia. Tapi aku tau kenapa duit ko tak abis Intan.. (*wink*).. Oh! Im so tired in fact. Yesterday clean my whole room. In fact started the nite before and dats why i didn't turn up to work yesterday. One reason of making up the room is especially for my sis and dear nephs as well. Can't wait till 30th.. Im gonna fetch my them from the airport. Ashraf's coming back on 29th hence we mite go together to fetch them I guess. The more the merrier. One more thing people, for those who don't know or pretend not knowing, Make it short I patch things up back wif ICAM. I mean as a FRIEND.. I dun really wanna say anything much here but I'm moving wif the flow. Things won't be the way it used to be but heck Im still his friend.. Ok full stop. C, I said it short. :) Oh gosh! I gotta hustle now.. 4got that I hv to arrange for a break fast gathering this weekend. Eventhough dun hv any place in mind but dats all for now. See ya again. Ciaoxx.. city leave darkness at 1:11 PM Friday, October 14, 2005
saat ku merindukan dirimu,
jiwa meronta kau ku damba oh gerhana seluruh panca indera ku hilang dlm memori cinta membakar seluruh jiwa raga hanya kau untuk ku kau tiada dua Bagaikan siang tiada mentari bagai malam tiada cahaya purnama tanpamu tiada erti hidup berdua ke akhir masa kau ku cinta Bagaikan syurga tanpa bidadari kau ibarat hembusan nafas terakhir pulanglah sayang usah kau berpaling di sini ku pasrah menanti hmm.... terkenang-kenang lah pulak.. btw, i ain't working today. bosanlah nak keja lagi.. cannot really wait till end of the month sey.. now its already almost 4.30.. 5pm ciao from here. oh, now at ccafe.. kalo tak however can i update you.. i'll get myself streamyx soon. hehe!! city leave darkness at 3:11 PM Thursday, October 13, 2005Hellow!! I was on leave for 2days and now so all helpless to come to work. Can't wait till tomorrow coz its gonna be end of the week. Yahoo!! I hv another 5hrs to go and I'm all set to pack my bag and go home. Hahaha!! I juz dunno why i hated Mr G so much.. (you know who) There's an early morning meeting and that is the time that i hated most. Hmm!! Btw I didn't post pix during the nite out wif intan & k.sue last friday but I put them up now. Watchout my forever big toothy smile. Something I cannot help with. Look at my eyes.. Gross!! Baggy eyebag.. All becoz of spider solitaire addiction. I stayed up till 3am juz trying to get the least move. Now Im at 97... Bodo sey..  Well, pals, my nails now are all hennaED.. Bright orange and dats is something real me. ORANGE OR DIE!! Sounds familiar?? *wink*:) Now, I can't wait till 30th Oct. My sister is coming back. Yabedabedu!!! Misses her so much. Darn loads.. I'm gonna kiss my lil Farhan all over.. Miss him tonnes.. I'm gonna make sure I'll spend the whole of my precious time with them and only them. Sorry dudes, if i won't be able to say okay if you guys needed me that time.. Wahahahaha.. *wink lagi* Okay enuff for now. I dun really hv anything else to write. If you read my blog, mayb u can chip in ideas as well. Ciao for now. city leave darkness at 12:21 PM Monday, October 10, 2005Do you know why ppl call it monday blues?? You mite hv yr reason and i have mine. But whatever the reason is, we juz hate to get up early from bed after a short break rite? that explains clearly i guess. *now wmp playing siti nurhaliza dunno why i started to listen to her songs. mayb will listen until i puke. but she's not bad afterall. from a nobody to a somebody. btw, i had portishead dled in my mp3. mobile and i've set them as my ringing tone. best!! hmm. talking about portishead, i wish i cud watch Bjork live.. I like everything about her. Her hair, her lips, her skin (snow white) and bla bla bla. Typical Icelandic with her happy nature but she is courage enuff to try something moody in her album Debut and Post. And I was obsessed with her voice versus the texture of the background after listening to Vespertine. Then Homogenic her 4th solo were awesome. Something that showed real her. She'll be my all time inspiration. :) Okie enuf about her.. Now in mind if I hv RM3000 extra cash, i wud've bought a camera rite away.. A best digital one. So I cud take the best pix if I ever saw Bjork my entire life. Haha!.. Not only her la.. I mean i wanna capture all beautiful moments in life coz I dunno if I will live tomorrow. But for now, I thank Allah for letting me live, to still love people around me, the strength, the happiness, the sorrow that makes me a better person and all that everything I have now. Im grateful for what HE has given me. city leave darkness at 11:24 AM Friday, October 07, 2005I juz reached office and its like 1.10pm.. Hoho!! The whole of XM Radio team in our fty has to wear the "ugly" t-shirt sponsored by them. I miss the photo taking session. But who cares!! I dun wish to be part of it either. In fact Flextronics is not a bad place to be in, its juz that the "i dunno you" environment really sux.. I'll miss the year end bonus but i'll recover from my heart ache knowing that i didn't get the increment for this month before I told CM that I was quitting. My!! That is so unfair.. Been working here for 2years and I think I am a nobody..I dun really look forward everyday if im still here. Okay okay.. I'll kinda only hv 15 working days to go and I'm all set to my new place. I hope its very much better there. In 3weeks, I'm handing over my badge n dat'll be the end of my story wif Flextronics..  Oh! Elzam's admitted this morning.. Suspected dengue. I've think so as well. He's been like so all feverish these few days. Pity on him. Family has like never accepted his presence. I dunno why. but I think part of it is his fault as well. Mayb he juz dun listen and he've a bad habit of waking up early. Hmm!! I pray the best for him. He's my bro afterall. My! My! I didn't talk about my meeting wif Icam last week huh. In fact, i met him last Friday to collect my money and we met again on Sun to go out for the very last time. I dun say that I fall for him again but gosh! he's been my fren all these while and im letting go of something so precious in my life.. But god knows whether he's sincere to juz be my fren or not. Argh!! I hate to come thinking about him. Niways, I let life be like it is now. If ada jodoh then takkan aku nak tolak plak kan. So let it be what it wants to be. I hv here apix of my program dept. Here you go. CE my senior engineer went missing. So left him out. Sorry CE. Hehe! From clockwise starting wif me (in front), siti rahidah (our clerk), Thomas (at the back), Chong (rite in front of Thomas) and Janet (besides me)..   That's back of our shirt.. XM RADIO #1 satellite radio in americas... Hmm!! city leave darkness at 1:09 PM Thursday, October 06, 2005Helloooowww!! Just came back from IOI now.. Its so hot outta but rite after I sat on my desk, its all so cold and now im feeling so all hungry.. Hehe! Oppss (*mouth shut*). im fasting.. Argh!! This is the time I came out from house yesterday heading to office riding in my dear little mousedeer. Dun laugh or get angry!! Everyone's not working in the house so I've to drag my feet.. U get what i mean.  Hey! I finally tendered my resignation letter to "BOSS" who else Chee Meng. He wants me to extend for another 2wks wif reason he is not getting anyone to replace me within this period and I dun care. I'm leaving and full stop.. Afterall, he said OKAY!! Haha!! (wink*) :).. K.Sue, wait for us.. We're coming.. Oh! btw, I got another offer.. SOunds good but that'll be in KL. I'll see how much they can pay me. If they can, I'll grab them man!! Another thing Vivien keeps on haunting me xia. Today's she's not in. But she'll be tomorrow. Haiyah! I really wanna get away from her. Hmm!! She is also another reason why I wanna resign. Sorry V... Can't help you pushing me like god knows!! Anyways, I enjoy every bit of my life now. Wif family and frenz who are always there whenever I needed them. Guys!! Thank you sooooooo much. Here i post some beautiful pics to show you ppl how much life means to me now. Beautiful smiles, best laughter and all great new ME!! Gosh!! do i look like someone you know?? Dun you tell me I look like a monkey yea!! Or you'll know what i'll do wif you.. hikhik!. Jk!! Me can't do anything if you wanna talk abt it. Btw, who cares??  Now i wanted to really buy a good camera juz like the one rizky hanggono was using when he's casting Lando in Ungu Violet.. Great xia! I wanted so much to capture the beauty in this world. beautiful ppl, beautiful smiles, beautiful nature, beautiful everything... here's the theme song for UnguViolet.. Padi - Menanti Sebuah Jawaban Aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimu, Dan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu, Seiring jejak kakiku bergetarAku tak terpagut oleh cintamu, Menelusup hariku dengan harapan, Namun kau masih terdiam membisu.. Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu, Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu, Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu.. Betapa pilunya rindu menusuk jiwaku, Semoga kau tau isi hatiku, Dan seiring waktu yg terus berputar, Aku masih erhanyut dalam mimpiku... Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu, Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu, Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu, Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu.. c/oSepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu, Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu, Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu, Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu, Sepenuhnya aku ingin memelukmu, Mendekap penuh harapan tuk mencintaimu, Setulusnya aku akan terus menunggu, Menanti sebuah jawaban tuk memilikimu aku tak bisa luluhkan hatimudan aku tak bisa menyentuh cintamu city leave darkness at 3:49 PM Wednesday, October 05, 2005Im already dead bored in here. Fought wif the guards this morning for not letting me park my car in the carpark as i dun hv a sticker.. I dun know why Janet had always the privelleges to drive in and out w/o quest asked knowing she didn't hv a sticker as well. Gosh!! I really dun get it. Malays prefer to kill Malays and let the other races live. I hope i dun sound racist but I just dun get it. Its all can be seen right in front of you. Argh!! watever.. I slept at 1.30am yesterday meddling wif my phone and computer. I'll try to use my phone as my modem and i'm all set to use the comp in my room to surf the net and write more post.. Hehe!! I called up the maxis centre yesterday to set up the networking and it eats up all my credits thus...... I can't surf lah fren. no credit how to connect. Haiyah!! SO sian meh?? O..Btw, i'll hv more pictures coming in future. yahoo!! my motorola E398 is working very well now. I mean I just started to learn how to use them after i got the computer to meddle around wif. Ok ok!!  I have some pictures here i downloaded from my mobile.. The rest I put them up in the flicker. Guys you go check it out. Mayb there's 1 or 2 pix of yours.. I've edited some of you wif moustache, yellow ribbon and fine whiskers too... hehe!! jk.. :@ lol.. Look at Farhan.. Im sure he'll grew up a handsome, mischeivious, naughty, gal most fav boy.. Sabrina i can't stand looking at her butts (wif diapers lah) n her belly.. Gosh!! so all cute.. Love all my nephew and nieces though.. I can't post all of them.. I'll hv like 30+.. OK OK.. I'll pin up my family potrait soon.. Its already 11.30 now and im still not doing anything. I wish i cud juz go back and sleep. So boring and so sleepy doing nothing here. Hmm!! I've got another 6hrs to go. Phew!! Erm?? Haiyah!! city leave darkness at 11:30 AM Tuesday, October 04, 2005ahak! ahak! its fasting month tomorrow. hmm!! good time for real diet. hehe! and its now already October man! Time flies real fast. Btw, I took leave yesterday. Went for a movie marathon xia. Hehe! Watched Flight Plan alone then after that with elzam and ina watched Into the Blue. Well, since yesterday nite, my whole body's aching everywhere. Dunno why??.. I knock in at 7.30 this morning coz of conf. call. I was dragging my feet but what to do.. juz hv to dragged them till the 28th and I shall be a whole new me. Jupri called me up yesterday. Asking me about the offer he gave me but I turned him down. He sounded so disappointed but what to do?? I hv to do what i hv to do.. Im so sorry BOSS.... You've been the greatest BOSS I've knew my whole living years. Here is a bouquet for flowers just for my lovely BOSS.  hehe!!.. its not BOSS's day lah.. He reminds me of the good things i've had before.. ok ok.. i wanna stop being so emo. Haiyah! Im so sleepy now. Dunno what to do and dunno what to do and dunno wat else to do. Pening pening... wish CM cud release me much earlier.. Rilexs ppl who doesn't know i already got a new job. Eventhough its not as big as Flex but I think Im gonna be so all okay there. Oh! Gosh! I juz wanna sleep now. Okay ppl.. wanna find place nak lepak skjp. HEHE!!.. shhhhhhssHHH!! :) btw, ppl wishing you a ramadhan mubarak.. muackss.. city leave darkness at 9:55 AM |
