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| About Me |
I can be very crazy and i can be very emotional. I love laughing hard, work hard, play hard. I listen to almost every kind of music but Pink Floyd is my very favourite. Pretty Woman is the movie i have watch numerous times. I simply loves to eat and get wasted.
 
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Thursday, January 26, 2006watched memoirs of a geisha yesterday and rated them 8half outta 10.. great movie however the ending was quite abrupt. too quick for a finishing. watched them wif icam. earlier the day, i went to holiday plaza wif ashraf. He bought some comp software and stickys for his bike before we went to parkson to ask for parttime position. headed up to estee lauder counter and the lady wants me to go to pelangi metrojaya instead. then we went to YSL and the lady straightaway said she has positions avail for parttime during the CNY at desa tebrau, the new jusco in jb. and better still its not juz a counter, its SHU UEMURA's boutique. haha! It'll juz be for 6days only thou. from 30th to the 6th Feb. Least something to keep me occupied before i go for real work. hope the commissions attractive and customer keep coming. the hour rate was like hell you never wanna know.. no more play or fooling around. this is 2006 and im still outta work. gosh!! im totally crazy. but i'll keep trying search and insyaallah god will grant me one i hope. nothing else to say coz im pretty dead now like packed in tin sardine. someone told me he look aged. hehe! city leave darkness at 4:20 PM Friday, January 20, 2006Definitions: 1. an offensive term that deliberately insults somebody's intelligence ( insult ) 2. an offensive term in a now disused classification system for somebody with an IQ of about 25 or under and a mental age of less than 3 years ( dated ) Definitions: 1. transitive verb trick somebody: to take advantage of somebody's ignorance, innocence, or foolishness to trick him or her ( informal ) Definitions: 1. offensive term: an offensive term for somebody regarded as obnoxious and disagreeable I HATE YOU!!! city leave darkness at 4:49 PM Thursday, January 19, 2006For that special someone.. One Art The art of losing isn't hard to master; so many things seem... filled... with the intent to be lost that their loss is no disaster. Lose something every day. Accept the fluster of lost door keys, the hour badly spent. The art of losing isn't hard to master. I lost two cities, lovely ones. And, vaster, some realms I owned, two rivers, a continent. I miss them, but it wasn't a disaster. Even losing you... the joking voice, a gesture I love... I shan't have lied. It's evident the art of losing's not. too hard to master though'it may look like... Write it!... like disaster. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I carry your heart with me i carry your heart with me (i carry it inmy heart) i am never without it (anywherei go you go, my dear, and whatever is doneby only me is your doing, my darling) i fearno fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you here is the deepest secret (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life, which growshigher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart) city leave darkness at 1:53 PM Tuesday, January 17, 2006Beautiful quotes from my inspired musicians.. "What probably confuses people is they know a lot about me, but it quite pleases me that there's more they don't know. " - Bjork "I'm lying in my bed, blanket is warm, this body will never keep me safe from harm. I still feel your hair, black ribbons of coal. Touch my skin to keep me whole. If only you'd come back to me. To feel you at my side, wouldn't need no Mojo Pin to keep me satisfied." - Jeff Buckley "If you die you're completely happy and your soul somewhere lives on. I'm not afraid of dying. Total peace after death, becoming someone else is the best hope I've got." - Kurt Cobain "It's always been a gift with me, hearing music the way I do. I don't know where it comes from, it's just there and I don't question it." - Miles Davis "Just don't give up trying to do what you really want to do. Where there is love and inspiration, I don't think you can go wrong." - Ella Fitzgerald "Our music has depth, and attempts philosophical thought and meaning with discussions of infinity, eternity and mortality. There is a line which people cross that turns it into some magical, mystical realm, for which I don't claim responsibility and don't hold any great truck with." - David Gilmore In the end, the love you take is equal to the love you make." - Paul McCartney btw here some pics during the weekend. Fuad without his glasses.. Btw, i jus manage to catch a pix of Mus May. Rahmad did sang as well but im juz too lazy to snap his pix.. gosh!! but fuad's cool.. *wink* one day wif the s'porean mr cool is kinda enuff. now gotta run and check m'sians dudes lak. hikhik! Hans Isaac next on the list? wahaha!   city leave darkness at 9:07 AM Monday, January 16, 2006
ol song it is, but man, really brit xia. miss this one. lost all these ol songs and collecting them back.. bought mp3 cds for 5bucks and u can get from All Saints rite up to Ocean Color Scene sey. I got the best missing one ever from Bernard Butler.. you will go like "oohh" and "aahhss" when u listen to the song you love and the one you miss loads.. i go mad and the songs kept repeating my everyday.. but Fuad's "bila rindu" is untuk gue tido.. :)
I had a good nite wif Fuad last Sat. Handlebar rawks wif Mus from May, Rahmad Mega and Shamrin Fotograf. Crowd was crazy gak. But Fuad's cool though he had slight quarrel wif his bassist over these artist which was there. Fuad wanted to give them sing but the bassist from Flybaits which i dun remember his name, juz wudn't wanna give face. No doubt afterall they are OP (old peace).. But the best part of my nite is when I get the honour to drive Fuad back home and Intan went back wif my Mem.. ;) Fuad and I chatted like as if we've known each other for ages. I got his number too. For Fuad's fan, dun worry.. Im one of his fan as well.. Oh, Nisha and Renu dearies.. if you read this, we'll sure call you if we find those catches again. :) All Saints - Never Ever A few questions that I need to know How you could ever hurt me so I need to know what I've done wrong And how long its been going on Was it that I never paid enough attention Or did I not give enough affection Not only will your answers keep me sane But I know never to make the same mistake again You can tell me to my face Or even on the phone You can write it in a letter Either way I have to know Did I never treat you right Did I always start the fight Either way I'm going out of my mind All the answers to my questions I have to find My head spinning Boy I'm in a daze I Feel isolated Don't want to communicate Take a showerI will scourI will roam... Find peace of mind, the happy mindI once owned, yeah... Flexing vocabulary runs right through me The alphabet runs right from A to Z Conversations, hesitations in my mind You got my concience asking questions that I can't find I'm not crazyI'm sure I have done nothing wrong, though... I'm just waiting, cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long Never ever, ever, ever felt so low When you gonna take me outta this black hole Never ever, ever, ever felt so sad, The way I'm feeling yeah you got me feeling really bad Never ever have I had to find I've had to dig a way to find my own peace of mind I'm never ever have my conscious to fight The way I'm feeling yeah it just don't feel right I'll keep searching Deep within my soul For all the answers Don't want to hurt no more I need peaceGot-to-feel-at-easeNeed to be... Free from the pain Go insane my heart aches, yeah... Sometimes vocabulary runs through my head The alphabet runs right from A to Z Conversations, hesitations in my mind You got my conscience asking questions that I can't find I'm not crazy...I'm sure I have done nothing wrong Now, I'm just a waiting, cause I heard that this feeling won't last that long You can tell me to my face You can tell me on the phone Ooh you can write it in a letter babe Cause I really need to know You can tell me to my face You can tell me on the phone Ooh you can write it in a letter babe Cause I really need to know You can write it in a letter babe You can write it in a letter babe city leave darkness at 8:57 PM Friday, January 13, 2006hey peeps!! i hvn't been updating like 8days now. am i not right? plainly becoz i dun really have anything in mind dat i wanna write.. btw, i'll be meeting up wif Jupri next monday to discuss on the contract.. i dunno what's the offer like but something kinda holding me back.. im not elated to work there and i dunno what is wrong wif me. and i think im suffering from insomnia.. gosh!! i can barely sleep these nites.. i dunno if its wif the weather but hell i think its no. i dunno.. my head aches like shit the moment i closes my eyes and wide awake i still am at 3 in the morning. terrible isn't it.. i'll wake like 7 and do nothing.. wat a life kan.. i dunno what else to write sey.. i'll write more when i can think of more. city leave darkness at 11:39 AM Thursday, January 05, 2006yellow peeps!!.. i hvn't been working for the past days and surprisingly this morning, i got an offer to werk at Celestica in Kulim Kedah. I was taken aback. In fact I applied for a position in Celestica Jb and however they referred me to Kedah. Haizz.... I didn't turn down straight away. I will need to see if mom n dad agreed. Its a good change i guess but deep in me says of coz they wudnt agree lah.. hmm.. ask for the sake of asking jer.. u must be wondering what i've been doing these past days.. okay let me start from the beginning of the new year.. 01.01.2006 (sun) went to suriya's house. send cik pah to BB and then we head to Jurong East. Ein bought a harry potter and the half blood prince if im not mistaken at the popular and then we tapau KFC. all i do was juz lazing around in her room. went back around 10 and i went to mem's place (mellie).. send her the exchange shirt i did the day before. reaches home bout 12.30.. 02.01.2006 (mon) oh gosh!! i cannot recall what i did... haha!! i think i muz be lazing around at home jer lah. 03.01.2006 (tues) today i wasn't at home. i was one day out. right from 2pm till about 11.. wif icam. he ain't working as well. we had pizza somewhere near his place and then watch the promise. lousy giler babs nyer movie. oh before the show starts at 6.45, we had our early dinner at robin's portugese.. a whole day of makan makan and more makan. okay before i go on, darling, please please do not get angry about me and him.. like i said, he've been that good fren and im juz accepting him nothing more then dat. trust me peeps.. and btw, he ask for the outing yea.. not me.. dun worry.. i ain't dat perigi cari timba lagi.. hikhik... okay after dat, we had quick coffee coz i hv to get home to hustle to spore.. went to changi to send my uncle for his pilgramage. they were at T2 but we were at T1.. all A.Jas fault.. i clearly understand and hear he said T1.. haiz.. lucky we aren't late.. meet up my uncle close to 2am. he was at the departing area around 3 and we went off after dat. reaches home at 4.30am. a hectic day.   04.01.2006 (wed) i gave k.sue a beep and says dat i will not turn up for work. so all i did was sleep at home. around 5 i went to cc. there i chatted wif my darling. i was about to go home when icam called and asked me to accompany him for sup tulang at Taman Tun.. since i didn't really have anything to do, we met at Tmn Tun. Then we head to Tmn U to check out some MP3's . I got a few.. Stone temple pilots, my everlonging Bernard Butler (sure this one mesti gerek giler), Ocean Colour Scene and All Saints (lost my old ones).. Im gonna enjoy them.. I sure will. Reaches home slightly before 9 and chatted wif sarip and slept around 2.. 05.01.2006 (thur) was one whole day at home. went out at 6 to get a medical cert. all the way to tmn impian emas.. giler nyer company.. only recognizes their panel clinic.. stupid stupid stupid.. however got one day. tomorrow i'll be at work. hmm.... and now its almost 9.30 and im signing off.. in fact i dun like to stay at home.. i need a new environment and a totally new me. city leave darkness at 8:37 PM Monday, January 02, 2006HAPPY NEW YEAR WELCOME 2006 WITH ARMS WIDE OPEN its the end of 2005. another year gone and another one right ahead. a new year a new resolutions. ;) 2006 will be even better. i've been blessed, loved and of coz cursed as well. i've done the final self reflection. looking back at the past and tie up loose ends. dumped shits all in the bin and ready for 2006. 2005 i've done things that i never thought i cud do. leaving him is the greatest fear but i overcame that and i endure and i will stay strong. im not gonna look back at 2005 and only take the positivity and start all anew. May 2006 add more joys, happiness and laughters to ME and YOU.. Insyaallah. city leave darkness at 8:30 PM |
